Monday, May 23, 2005
Jelousy kills me
Jealousy kills me!
My friends Johann, Bea and I went to Robinsons Galleria to meet our new set of friends in La Salle Greenhills and it was my first time to go there my mother didn't even know that I've been there. We went to Rob. Place after our review classes at CSB and after our classes we went to the LRT station we got lost because we didn't know that we are suppose to ride the LRT going to Ortigas and because of that we decided to take the Taxi. We met MEL, Paolo, Gerard and some othe friends in th net.
For me everything has gone quite well Almost! My day has turned upside down when I saw "HIM" (clue:He was my first boyfriend)
he was covering his face but I recognized him of course! and then I just smiled but Johann and Bea recognized him so we got back and he introduced us to his girlfriend she was so pretty I was so "Jealous" some tears started falling down from my eyes at first I didn't know why, but it made me realize something..."that I still have feelings for Him" i dunno why but the feelings that I have for him is different I also realized that "he is not only part of my past but also my present and maybe my future" He keeps on coming back to my life "whenever I move on I keep coming back to the place I started" My love for him is unpredictable but one thing is for sure "Tehere will always be a place for him in my heart no matter what happens" I loved him that much...and I will always will...
Getting back to my story Johann had an idea of taking me and gerard a picture in front of them to boost some confidence..I felt quite good...Paolo also told me that the "GUY" was looking at me he didn't mind at first but he keeps on looking at me...that made me smile a bit..
After all that Misery we went home at around 3:45 we got home at around 4 but we never got lost ofcourse, that day was really fun! it was full of twist and turns for me I didn't know that seeing "HIM" with "HER" would hurt that much..
Posted by my favourite sin. at 2:31 AM