Saturday, October 01, 2005
Another Cahpter of my life
I can't sleep well last night, I watched Pinoy Big brother before I sleep, I talked to Sulgi but still something is missing..I miss his voice..The way he says hello...the way he..sings...plays the guitar..i really miss Hm a lot, last night was really weird I woke up three times and it's not because of my teeth but because of wht i feel. It really suprise me when my teeth didn't hurt even if the anestesia is gone.This morning when I woke up tears are starting to come out, I can't help it then I startedcrying really bad, after that I washed my face and started playing the piano then tears are starting to come out again.
My heart is in Grief!After eating breakfast with my family mym mom asked me to take a bath becasue we are going to attend the 10:00 am mass, Isaid okay.
For me the shower is the most relaxing place for me it is where I really think about my problems then thank God i didn't cry
but apart of me is like dying already.
I wish I said I love You to him last summer, if I did that I wouldn't be in trouble right now because where together but it would be unfair to Him considering that I still love *toot*during that time.
Rolan's company really makes me feel better one word from him can make me calm down, smile bottom line is he can make me feel better whatever situation I'm in. I really miss him..
Posted by my favourite sin. at 11:37 PM